Verse 9x1816aakaruu;N
G3
1
if, after death, I would complain of the wildness/madness of the heart
2
with/like a wave of dust, I would open a 'whole-desert' wing
'Loneliness, solitariness, dreariness; —sadness, grief, care; —wildness, fierceness, ferocity, savageness; barbarity, barbarism; —timidity, fear, fright, dread, terror, horror; —distraction, madness'.
has been spelled to accord with the rhyme .
| References | |
|---|---|
| Arshi, Imtiyaz Ali | Ghazal# 84 |
| Raza, Kalidas Gupta | 202 |
| Nuskhah-e-Hamidiyah | 140-142 |
| Asi, Abdul Bari | 161-162 |
| Gyan Chand | 258-260 |
| Hamid Ali Khan | Open Image |
If somehow after death I would come to complain of my wildness of heart, then from my wave of dust and the dust of my grave I would attach a 'whole-desert' wing. That is, if somehow after death too I would complain of wildness, then I would overturn the surface of the desert and fly off with wilderness upon wilderness.
== Asi, p. 161
That is, if after dying I would recall my former wildness, then a wave of dust would become a wing of the desert and fly off with it into the sky. That is, at even the mention of wildness so much dust would rise that earth and sky would become one.
== Zamin, p. 229
If I, after death, would complain of the wildness of the heart, that for my whole life it kept me anxious, then the expression of this complaint will be in the form that after death my body will become dust, and its dust will fly up and wander around as if a whole wilderness of dust would be flying. In wildness/madness, in the desert dust is caused to fly up; thus the mention of madness also has the aspect that my dust would fly up as if a wilderness of dust has opened a wing and is flying.
From a complaint, dust also comes into the heart. Perhaps in the wave of dust there would also be present the idea that the abundance/excess of complaint has turned into dust and become manifest.
== Gyan Chand, p. 258
For background see S. R. Faruqi's choices . This verse is NOT one of his choices; for its own interest and also for the sake of completeness, I have added it myself. For more on Ghalib's unpublished verses, see the discussion in 4,8x .
In the original ghazal, this was a second opening-verse , positioned right after 84,2x .
On expressions compounded with , see 11,1 .
What a striking image, and what a fine verse! In my view, this one is better than many others in this ghazal, and I'm surprised that Faruqi didn't include it among his selections. The speaker says that if he would complain of wildness/madness or restlessness after death, he would cause 'a whole desertful of' dust to 'open a wing' and fly like a bird (or at least to fly up, the way dust does when disturbed). This might seem an improbably powerful feat for a dead person to perform, but consider 39,2 , in which the lover's longing to kiss the beloved's feet causes fields of henna to grow for miles around his grave.
Why might the dead but restless lover make this wildly extravagant gesture?
=It would be an attempt to call attention to his complaint, like the wearing of paper robes in 1,1 .
=It would be an uncontrollable symptom or expression of the very wildness/madness of which he complained.
=It would be an attempt to assuage his wildness and restlessness through movement, flight, wandering.
=It would be a mental act only; the vast 'wing' of his restless thought would merely be 'like'-- with being short for -- a wave of dust.
=He would not make any such gesture; his claim that he might do so is a sign of his present madness.
And of course, since the action itself remains not only uninterpreted but also unperformed, we're left to decide for ourselves what it might possibly mean. We're left to imagine the sweep of a wave of dust-- a great 'whole-desert' wing taking flight.
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