Verse 101852aako))ii din aur


G13

1
you are ignorant/foolish if you say, 'why does Ghalib live?'
2
in [my] destiny is the longing to die, for a few days more

References
Arshi, Imtiyaz Ali Ghazal# 66
Raza, Kalidas Gupta 425
Hamid Ali Khan Open Image

For general comments on this most unusual ghazal, see 66,1 . Throughout the ghazal, has been Arif. Now, suddenly, it's not. It's some man or group of men (or mixed group), who is/are apparently close enough for familiarity and anger on Ghalib's part. (After all, it could have been and without affecting the meter; but then the implied subject would have been the usual 'they', as in 'they say', and the second-person sense of engagement would be gone.) What is written in Ghalib's destiny is not life, or a desire for life, but a longing []-- a longing for death, a longing that, because of the mighty power of destiny, can't yet be satisfied. Though it will soon be so, of course-- in only 'a few days more'. Arif suffered death, and Ghalib suffers the longing for death. As he says in 66,9 , one simply has to 'get through' life as one's destiny requires. (In his letters, Ghalib always lamented his domestic responsibilities; in his life, he always strove to fulfill them.) But 'living' shouldn't be equated with enjoying life, or callously or shallowly choosing to live on-- especially when that life has lost so much of its meaning. Only a 'foolish' person would make any such supposition, and thus incur Ghalib's disdain. graphics/mourning.jpg